I frowned at his soft spoken words, afraid of how much this was upsetting him. "Then don't, silly J. Don't let anyone force you into using them. And if they dare call you a coward, they'll have to face me, understood? You're going with your centurion, right? He'll understand, I'm sure he will."I tried to reassure him as best as I could, reaching out with my free hand to gently stroke his cheek. "All I care about is that you return safe to me after that quest. Let them all die, I don't give a flying f**k, just do whatever you have to do to stay alive."